I fully agree with Flight. My IC told me to think about something that makes me happy when I think about H. The only thing I found out was reading a sci-fi book.
Thanks Rouky. I haven't managed to find anything yet that takes my mind off H. I have not had the slightest interest in my hobbies since he left, in fact since he said ILYBNILWY actually. My heart just isn't in them.
