Hmmm. You're as isolated as I am, I see. I do have a car though, which helps a little. Nights after kids are asleep is your lonely time. You probably use this online forum most at that time, for the same reason I do then. How about exploring interest related online forums? Taking some free online classes? Libraries and other groups have them. It might help get your mind somewhere else and open new doors for you?
Yes, you're right, I'm very isolated and yes I do use the forum most when the kids are in bed. The online classes sound like a good idea though, thank you.