Good job B. GAL. I love it. You're doing just fine. Take each day as they come. Each hour if you need to. Talk to anyone that makes you feel better because guess what? This is your GAL, not hers. I think you're already starting to realize that although you would love your wife back like it used to be that you are going to be fine if that doesn't happen. Do things that make you happy. You have no one to answer to at this point. She gets no say in your activities. She took herself out of that position. Live my man, live.