Now what?

[melweb]

Gosh TxHubby... You really do make a woman swoon, even one who has no idea who you are. Your advice means so much to me right now. I am so danged sad, and so mad at myself for being so danged sad.

I may have pushed a little too hard tonite. When he got back, I said I was hurt by his decision, but it was his decision, so go. He seemed genuinely surprised that I was hurt, cuz "hes been honest and I knew of his intentions" I said I was still his wife, whether he wore his ring or not (he hasn't since BD, maybe before), and I still had feelings, and I did want want to be Plan B. He said he was truly undecided but more not staying than staying. I said I understood, and after some rewriting of history-- hes not been happy in 21 years, theres no passion, blah blah blah, I got up and left the house for 2 hours.

Oh my aching head.