Random thought of the day. Last week, walking through the grocery store, S8 asked me if I had gotten taller. I just laughed it off and said no, why. He said I seemed a lot bigger. Never thought much about it until this morning, when I was getting ready for work and I noticed my perception of the bathroom sink seemed farther away, like I was taller.
Then it hit me. I'm not any taller obviously, but I am standing up straight again. As if I have a bit of confidence back. Apparently, it shows.
I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be with someone that wants to be with me, and wants to share their life with me. Repeat as needed. Just sayin...
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
Then it hit me. I'm not any taller obviously, but I am standing up straight again. As if I have a bit of confidence back. Apparently, it shows.
I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be with someone that wants to be with me, and wants to share their life with me. Repeat as needed. Just sayin...
Yes, sweet dday. You deserve to be happy and with someone who deserves you.
Love your house-building plans. I am kind of in a house-buying rut. Which gets me down. The places I am looking at are too small and too expensive. May have to look at the surburbs.
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
That's the spirit! Stand tall, bro. You are fighting the good fight of a good Dad. No better hero in this world than a mom or dad that stays in the trenches for their kids.
Thanks all for the support. I went to the local pub tonight and had a burger and a couple beers. Started out alone, and by the time I left I was talking to 4 different people. It's nice to get out every once in a while. Out of my comfort zone a bit, but kinda fun. Gets your mind off things.
Get the boys tomorrow for 4 nights. We are going to see star wars with my sisters hubby, and play games for NYE. May go buy a new game for us all to play. Looking forward to not being alone, and hanging out with my boys. I miss them.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....