I think today has been one of my worst days since H left. I have not been able to get motivated beyond basic functions like making meals for S & D and myself. I have cried on and off all day and nothing I do takes away the pain. I miss H so much. Miss even just hearing his key in the door coming home from work (he works shifts so often came in while we're all in bed). I don't see how there can be an end to this loneliness. How do you get a life when you have no spare money and 2 children to look after?
I know I've asked a lot of questions on here today. If anyone could suggest any answers I'd be so grateful. Feel like I'm drowning over here.
Still don't know whether to join H and kids tomorrow when he takes them out for breakfast.
