I'm good mutatio. I hope you are doing good as well.
Busy getting my new place into shape. I spent most of yesterday and today running around looking at furniture and picking up what I can. I'm going all black in my living room. Scored some really nice black leather reclining love seats for a really good price. Picked up some shelves as well. Work in progress. I also got some blood tests done, visited with my mom and my BFF and invested some money at my bank.
On a not so good front, my poor kitty is sick again. He's been at the vet since yesterday. I stopped by to see him this morning and heading there again in an hour. I'm hoping to bring him home tomorrow. Going to cost me a fortune, but he is so worth it. I hope I can learn how to do all this stuff for him next year when I go to school for animal care.
H front...well it's quiet. He calls me a couple of times a day and texts me a few times. It's almost like it was before BD, just we don't live together. I worked rotating shifts, so we really only saw each other on weekends (if I wasn't working). It feels calm, but something is gnawing at me. I don't want to go back to the M we had. I want better, more. I have changed so much in the last 9 months. I get that you can't sustain the honeymoon feelings forever and always, but there needs to be a whole lot more deeper communication than "Miss you! Love you! Xoxo". I know...I have to slow down, can't overwhelm him or I'll just push him away again. But eventually I will have to tell him what I need from him to make this marriage work on a long term basis. Communicate!!! Just not yet. There is a Retrouvaille running in the town he lives in, in March. Maybe I can convince him to go. If not then definitely MC.
Last edited by Di-mond; 12/29/1511:17 PM.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
