Peace, thanks for your support. I really need it today.

I was practicing positive thoughts today, until I received an email from our accountant about company books. She sent the number that we need to pay out of company account in order to reduce the taxes.

I need to send this number to H, so he could pay himself. Then I will need to pay taxes before the end of the year. It would be best if I let H know today, because tomorrow might be too late for taxes. But, I really don't want to contact him today. I want to ignore him, just like he's been ignoring me.

I am split... And very stressed now... I don't know what I want to do.

M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state