Christmas was manageable but I still know she is talking with OM; there is nothing I can do.
My New Year's resolution is to let her go and GAL. I am taking the kids on a short road trip with other family friends to celebrate the New Year. W is not coming along because she said she does not want to be with me but the last several days we have been glued to the hip.. doing stuff so my speculation is she has other plans (plans that do not include me and the kids). That's ok because I am learning to let go. I no longer want to be with a woman who treats me like sh#!. I deserve better, I deserve someone who will appreciate me for who I am (life is too short to wait around).
