You are such a charmer Shotgun :-) I really appreciate all you kind words. You know how to put a smile back on my face and how to make me feel special. Thank you so much :-)

I had a very interesting conversation with my brother's MIL. I already knew few things but to hear it from someone who only met me 3 times is really nice.

Throughout my M I have done the best I could based on the information I had at the time. Now I'm realising that I'm not perfect but that I always thought about others before me.

Bro's MIL said that I should now embark on my journey and let H embarks on his. Now I can't control anything or anyone but me. I need to put the focus back on me.