Ksanti

[PigPen]

Thank you for supporting me PP. I will stop walking on eggshells. It is behavior doomed to fail. I will be authentic and if she does not like what I am, so be it. Fearful and weak is not the same as loving and kind. As long as I am afraid of her choice and my behavior, I cannot be truly authentic. Time to dig deep and show some courage.

I am registered for an advanced welding class next semester. We will be doing a lot of TIG work in many metals. I love kinetic metal sculpture. Wind sculpture is also something I'm drawn to. Next fall I may take a class in sculpture in NYC, it depends what's offered. I'm a Tech Ed teacher who loves design and problem solving. I can design and build anything out of anything using any process. What I want to do at this point in my life is make art, living art. I want create pieces that evokes feeling and thought, even if it's only for a moment. A moment is you need to to give birth to an idea or change a life.

This is where I am. This is what I want to do. This is my passion.

This is so awesome! I can feel the passion coming out of you Mu! An artist's soul NEEDS expression, it's like air and water, you need that expression more than the love of your W or the love of any human being other than your D's.

Please make art, especially now.

PP