I'm just going to second Job here Mona, that post nailed it.
You've got this. Slow and steady. Rome wasn't built in a day and Mona won't be rebuilt in that time either.
Chris may only have come into the picture to put a little spark in your PJ's. To let you know you've still got it. Be grateful for the opportunity to look in the mirror and say, "Oh yea, you still got it baby" to yourself. And then own that.
You've got nothing but time Mona. Your H is going to have to sleep the bed he's made for himself. You don't.
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