Yes Mu, you're allowed to be you. It seems like your W may be looking for reasons to be upset. That's an impossible road to walk for you then without her finding something.
What an awful and impossible situation to be in. Until you release yourself from feeling like you are responsible for her. She's on her own train my friend. She's making decisions based upon things that you have no idea of. Heck she may have no idea of them.
How are things with Mutatio outside of your M? What is making you come alive these days? What are you slowly becoming more and more passionate about?
Sending you strength my friend.
PP
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
