I understand how you feel about seeing all these families together. It hurts.
Hang in there. You have been able to do it once, you have more knowledge now to do it a 2nd time :-)
I wish that were true Rouky, but I think H is less confused and more sure of himself that it is what he wants this time. Last time I think he'd just lost himself for a while and did question himself if it was the right thing to do. He was also talking to someone who encouraged him to give it another go. He is determined he is not wrong this time and that it divorce is his only option. I feel like such a fool, because when the BD in September I should have gone straight into DR mode and instead I did ALL the wrong things despite knowing DR techniques. What a fool! I listened to other people who told me they wouldn't stand for it and I should tell him to go if he didn't love me, and look where that got me. He left and never wants to come back. I feel so guilty that I have done this to my children, H gave me a chance to show him we could be different as he was undecided and instead of grabbing that chance and running with it I destroyed any chance we ever had. I will regret it forever.
