I just want to start rebuilding things and I am trying to do this by trying to show her my love as her husband
Sometimes, I feel like I'm wasting my breath by typing to you, buddy. This was your 1000th post, and most of it looks just like your 1st.
Look at the sentence I pulled out. There are so many things wrong with this. I'm starting to accept that nothing I can type to you will get you to change your thinking. I know I'm not the only one frustrated by this block that you seem to have.
As I am out of constructive things to say, I will continue to read your posts, but I'm not sure I will post unless I feel I have something new to add.