Ok so you make a heck of a lot of sence it is the fear my fear of the total unknown not wanting change or risking that change my actually end up being better.
I guess it boils down to my children are from my W and I and I never thought that she would ever split up the family ...I NEVER ever had her down as someone that would walk away so I guess I took her for granted
I wish there was something I could say to my W that would make her realise that I am so sorry and give her the belief once again that I could be the man she hoped I could have been
I guess i feel if during our marriage she had told me in no uncertain terms ...look if things do not change and improve then I will separate and our marriage will be over Rather than complaining to me ...this was how it felt ...I felt she was complaining when she was trying to tell me ....I feel I missed the signs.
I have fear fogg that my house my new house will be empty without her thighs bits mess clutter
I hear you say I am already alone and I am but as you say it just does not feel like it we do quite a bit together but she will not give me another chance
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.
