Thank you so much for the advice, Trying. I will keep mine on. This is the hardest thing I've ever been through and it's all I can do to keep my wits about me while at work so that I don't get distracted and accidently blow something up. I truly do love my wife very much and it kills me to think of the hurt and pain I've put her through. Men are truly emotional morons. Most men anyway. I am very glad that I found this BB and I will continue to visit here no matter what. Thanks again.
"Anyone who is among the living, has hope." (Eccl 9:4)
