Hi Dday, I think your post above is spot on - time to pour yourself into some new things - things that will benefit you (sun pm basketball) and you and your kids - building a new house. What you focus on grows. You've been focusing on your R recently and your hopes of saving it. But that's not within your control just now. So, best to grow some other stuff and focus on new and positive things in your life. That doesn't mean entirely closing the door. If anything changes in terms of your R, you can always pause and reconsider - just forge ahead with your own life now...

Take care xx

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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus