[BrightFuture]

Merry Christmas to you too, AJ, and thanks for stopping by! Thank you for the words of confidence, I need these… I had the same exact thought in my head as my male friend, that H actually never truly loved me. Like my mutual friend, I also don’t understand how he would just turn it off and live his life like I never existed as his best friend, his companion, his wife and a lover.

I am back home. I really enjoyed my time with my friends at the vacation home. The dinner was great! I went to my friend’s house yesterday for another dinner – leftovers. It was great again. I ate so much, I need to be on a strict diet now, LOL. The only sad part was that at the Christmas dinner, I was the only one who was single, there were three couples, including my mutual friends. I felt kind of out of place and a bit lonely, especially when they exchanged the kisses and talked about the plans they had together.

So, I haven’t seen H in person. I saw him driving by in his car, when I was leaving from the place I was renting to go to my friends’ house on Friday. Ironically, I almost pulled in front of him when he was driving by. I had my dog in the car and everything else loaded, but I had to go back into the house, because I forgot something. I saw H’s car when I was coming down to my car.

So, he went to the potluck party he originally was going to, before he decided to join my mutual friends (and me) for dinner, and then he cancelled… Interesting part is that he was posing all of the events on the FB. It was just like he was trying to compete with me… I normally post things on FB about my “adventures” and friends at the vacation home. It was like he was trying to beat me to it, LOL. The things he posted are not typical H, as I used to know him...

The reason I know about his FB posting is that a couple our mutual friends on FB “liked” his posts or commented on them. Soooo… besides the post about the party he went to, he posted some pics about his charity run. He was with a group of people who distributed the gifts to the local kids. This was another shocker for me, LOL. First… H is distributing the gifts on Christmas day… Second, distributing gifts to the KIDS… Wow! Like I mentioned before, H wanted nothing to do with Christmas. And… he doesn’t generally like kids’ stuff and interacting with kids … AND… posting this on FB!!! Is he trying to portray himself a good, compassionate guy, LOL???

One other thing I learnt from my mutual friends. They said that H has been doing some work on the condo… Painting… and putting some curtains on the windows… I’m sure that his crazy woman friend is helping… I don’t know what to make out of this yet (the re-decorating part, not the crazy woman)… Like I mentioned before, I’m ok with treating the condo as a free rental, so I’m ok with whatever new look it will have.

Another thing… About H talking to my mutual friends about his plans to take full possession (legal) of the condo… They told me that this is not that simple to re-do the bank trust that the condo is currently in. This trust has both of our names on it, and my son as a beneficiary. So, I’m really curious what kind of paper work H is going to draw on that condo. I will wait patiently…