She just called me via cell phone to tell me that she's on call tonight so she and the kids would be staying at her mom and dads, which is the norm when she's on call (she's a BSNRN in surgery). I had already assumed that she would be staying at her mom and dads anyway, so why call me a let me know? I feel she doesn't owe me that, but I am grateful that she still has enough consideration to let me know. I really don't want to make her feel like she has to "report" to me because I think that is one of the reasons she feels the way she does now, my therapist says that due to my first wife leaving me for another man, that I was fearful of my second wife leaving me and I held on so tightly to her that I squeezed the life out of her. I just called her and told her that I'M staying late at work, for 4 hours (I'm an process operator at a chemical plant) because I don'twant her to think that I'm out screwing around because I can't even think about another woman right now. I didn't tell her that last part, just tellin yall.
"Anyone who is among the living, has hope." (Eccl 9:4)
