Fo, I never thought it would be normal to not be able to watch T.V.! That's About the most passive activity there is out there. The book I picked up was a bargain book about historical diseases. I Love novels, but do not have the attention span for one right now. Books about diseases do tend to trigger anxiety in me, but at least that's an old obsession I am comfortable with, as opposed to the new one involving infidelity and walk away spouses!

Thanks Zues. I understand and love ranting myself smile

NYGal, that's an awful MC experience. I heard many of them don't take on couples when there is active affair? Ours was billing insurance illegally and ended up calling and scheduling with husband when i stopped seeing her privately despite conflicts of interest.
you know what's funny? I did better mentally when I felt there was no hope.


Me: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
Physically Separated 7/2015