And now I'm wondering why I didn't ask for gobs and gobs of duct tape for Christmas??!!!!?

Wow.

and WOW!

Lou, you are unbelievable, and I mean that in the best of all possible ways. So real, so true to yourself, so here I am.

Ok, I am in awe. Sounds like you just kept it all light and in the moment. I struggle with that so much. How do you do it?

You are right, it was nice, you were close, you don't feel used so no, it doesn't matter ... whatever happens will happen. But what a difference a year makes, huh? You've worked so hard on yourself, Lou and it shows. H deserves props too because he's doing hard work also. I know you guys have a ways to go, but I do so hope and pray it will all work out with you being together again and stronger than ever. You are in my prayers a lot, you and your man.

sending you much much love xoxoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver