Deep sighs- I hope you feel better getting that off your chest. Certainly from a readers perspective, it's not a nice story to hear and I'm sorry you went through all that. Blech!
And what the heck happens with all the friends after bd? H is more social than me so he ran to our friends after BD and now I don't have relationships with any of them. Wtf did he say to them???? What story are they hearing? Am I an evil monster in their eyes??? I've reached out and gotten nothing in return. Similarly, nobody has reached out to me with an "in sorry to hear about you and h." I always wonder what his side of the story is because I've heard a dozen different stories about our own downfall. It's definitely extremely frustrating!!!
now that you've vented it here, don't let it take up the valuable real estate in your brain. Easier said than done- I know- but there's nothing you can do about it. You're much to special to let that poison you up.
Enjoy the rest of your day!
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16