Maybe just get in there and get active doing things, and then you will discover where your passion is.
This time of year can be depressing for a lot of people. Some weather or seasons affect people in different ways. I think we just have to prepare, if we know in advance how it's going to affect us, and have something planned that will help our spirit get through it.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!