Ghost taking baby steps

[sandi2]

I brought this statement over from your last thread:

I could be Well on the way to a breakdown I would prefer not to loose everything but at the rate that I am going i probably will and I will have no one to blame except myself.

This is the reason I have been concerned and wanting you to get professional help with how to cope mentally.

I have also noticed something in your threads, and that is how you appear to want to scratch that current thread and start a new one....in hopes that your mindset will change with it.....or somehow a new thread will bring luck. At some point in the new thread, You start spinning and can't figure out how to deal with it, so you just stop and start another one. (Not every time, of course, but I have noticed it some). You have used titles that sound inspiring, and even changed your name. You re-read books, links, rules, posts, etc., but you are either an extremely fast reader.....or you aren't comprehending what you read, probably due to the fact your brain is spinning. Are you truly finishing what you start? Am I anywhere close to the truth there?

I say all of this with concern in my heart, and no sarcasm. I am concerned that one day we just won't see anymore posts or new threads b/c in your frustration you will give up and quit posting all together. You surely must feel that you can't get it right, b/c I see that in your writings. I have to hand it to ya......you have kept getting back on that horse trying to ride again. Yes, we get frustrated at times, b/c we want to see you succeed. I hope you believe it.

I also hope this little break will somehow help you feel a little better. I hope you had a good trip and visit.