So, as I blurted on Inpain's thread, I'm feeling a little low.

I spent yesterday alone and spoke to my mother and my older D on the phone. No other calls or texts. Isolation can really bring on the loneliness. My D1 was excited about skiing with her dad, but possible EA/ office gal/ former "friend" (that's it, her new name is "Bubbles") was up there with her two boys and one of my favorite little girl's. H spent a lot of time with them, apparently. It bothers me.

I'll have to tell that story, about Biubbles. It is a big part of why H and I are not together. I think I'm ready to and to deal with what others have to say. I have to go to church, though, so I will wait for a while. But I need to get it out there and stop stewing about it.

Til later.


M-51 H-54
2D-27 and 25
M-26 yrs
Bombshell and IHS 7-29-15
He moved out 10-3-15
D filed 1-27-16
D final 10-27-16

Kindness, kindness, kindness.