Thanks everyone for the Xmas wishes. On the " sorry go round " at the moment so best to not post.
Got two excellent early Xmas presents that I hope to have for a long time !!!!!!
W came Xmas eve and stayed until 6 ish Xmas day. I cooked the dinner and sorted everything I normally give W quite a few gifts and the value would be quite high. This year I gave a box of chocolates and a book.
I did get a few hugs and kisses but it was a bit awkward. W brought up the past few times a was crying when she left but it is what it is
W called in Bixing day for a few hours.
Kids enjoyed the Xmas. Obviously a bit sad but we had good fun and ate way too much
My of my oldest friends called me last night. His W died a couple of years ago and he is still struggling. He has s GF , a good job and plenty of cash but can't find happiness anywhere in his life. He was talking suicide but not in a poor me way but very matter of fact. We spoke for s few hours and he's going to give it a few months but I am worried.
I hope all my friends on here value what they do have and not what they don't Myself and D11 were watching Stuart Little movie yesterday and the mouse said it best , " I feel like I have an empty space in me "
