Ahhh Ancaire, your words mean more than I can express. Thank you taking me out of the fog once again.
It's nice to be reminded that this is about him, not me.

Last night, D and I went to some old friends' house for dinner. When we came home and she was in bed, I had one more glass of wine and stumbled over this silly website. It describes the personality of your name (eerily correct btw) and there was also a name compatibility feature. Point is, Hs and my name go really really well together. H and OW not so much. Completely silly and nonsensical, but it totally made me feel better.
Any relief you can get, right. Haha