Wow. W is talking to you? Not ignoring you? Mutatio, that is HUGE progress! I remember getting so frustrated on your behalf that you had to put up with that. Yet, you patiently waited through it, DBing to the best of your ability, and look at the result! I am blown away.
Once again, you remind me to slow down, be patient, and wait for life to unfold as it must. I've got so much I'm working on in any case. Were H to suddenly "wake up" I might stop the work I'm doing, and that would be a shame. I know I'm improving in ways that can only be to the benefit of not only myself, but everyone around me. I'm working on becoming the best version of myself, and that will take time.
It's hard to keep that in mind sometimes, when H's actions are killing me inside. Do I like knowing he's with someone else? Might as well stick another knife in my heart. Is there anything I can do about it? Absolutely not. THAT, right there, is why I need to continue forward in this journey.
Forgiveness is going to be essential, and I'm not certain I can extend it selflessly. Until I can, it's best that we stay apart.
Once again, I am so impressed by your steady, loving, patience and the changes you have wrought in your situation. You are such a wonderful man. Your wife is blessed, indeed, and I hope the day comes soon when she awakens to that fact.
