Pink and Rouky - thanks so much for your posts! I did have a nice Xmas thanks - been busy, so not posted much in the past few days. Nice Xmas day with parents (low key) and Boxing Day with my sister's family (busy!) Just catching up with some chores today.

I've felt okay - but I didn't hear anything from H. I decided to do nothing & didn't text him to say Merry Xmas like last year. He didn't get in touch with me either. I do feel a bit rotten about that & wonder maybe I should have texted him. But I just feel if our D is finalised as expected in a couple of months, I don't intend keeping in touch anyway...

SS is coming to visit on Tues and I'm at the bookstore tomorrow. Also busy making NYE plans with a friend. Generally doing okay - but a little lower than usual - it will pass though.

Best wishes to you all xx

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus