I didn't break down in front of anyone but W, she is being exactly the way Sandi describes the WW, I just keep having such a hard time believing it. I should know better by now. This past interaction has definitely opened my eyes to the new reality that I face. I ended up going back to the IL's after my earlier transgression to be there for the kids. Her mom is not happy about W and her BS and has no problem telling me so. My new goals include total NC and 180 toward W, I have been soft and naive thinking she was coming around. No mas this is the end of the innocence.
Other than that we had a splendid Christmas!
M: 39 W:38 D: 11 S: 7 T: 18 M:13 I suspect problem: 8/15 ILYB: 9/15 Never quit on love I ask her to leave:10/15
