For some reason I am struggling today. I'm just feeling sad. I am not sure if it is the holidays or what. The kids are with WW for the rest of winter break. So I will not have them for 10 days. I don't think that is it though. I really yearn to speak with WW right now. I just want this to be over. I want her to come back to the person she was. I never thought it would ever turn out like this. I accept out M is over. It's just hard knowing that we never even be friends.

When all of this started she talked about getting divorced and still being best friends. As soon as I put up resistance she turned into a monster. She does everything in her power to hurt me. From what I read this is to be expected. I just had no idea it would go on this long.

When I feel like this I wonder if I am just kidding myself when I say I am ready to move on with my life.

Me: 30's W: 30's M: 12yrs
EA: Started 3/2015
MC Started: 4/2015
She moved out and served 6/2015
PA: Confirmed 10/5/2015
2 young kids

"If you do not stand for something you will fall for anything."