Now what?

[melweb]

TxHubby--I don't mind you saying at all!! It IS crap, and he is being an Ahole, for sure. My 180s and LRT were/are most definitely working, so that is what I will keep doing. Gotta up my GAL game tho, and keep detached. This fencing sitting thru me for a loop. He threw me just enough life preserver that I let go of my own raft, and I started to sink. I got this.

Part of me feels grateful that at least he not saying he is def leaving, but another part of me feels this is much harder---walking a tightrope so he doesn't jump ship.

I truly feel he loves me and doesn't want to leave(or maybe that is just wishful thinking) But I am pretty sure he is MLC, as he keeps saying he wants "to live life," "find passion--blah, blah, blah. Not sure if there is an A or not.