Hi Anicaire, I worry and that's okay but I know that it does not change anything so I do not actively carry it around with me. It follows so I can pick it up anytime it suits me. Worry is easy to find, guilt is easy to find, frustration wants to jump into my lap every second but peace is elusive. I think is like trying to feed a wild creature, one must be calm, gentle and steady in one's actions.

Hi Fogg, I am doing fine. I accept where I am. What choice do I have, if I sit and wish for another reality it is an ineffective action. My choice is to make each and every experience that the universe provides positive for me and the people in the universe which translates into a positive experience for the universe itself. My path is clear although sometimes my emotions hijack my heartmind's compass. An engineer, that's great. I have that mindset but did not apply myself during my school years instead I became a Tech Ed teacher.

Hi Fo, I love the Sam Harris: It Is Always Now youTube video. Once you see it and feel it there's no going back. You can't put the genie back in the bottle. I am listening to it now smile I am so glad you found meaning in it. As things seem crazy in you day, smile enjoy what the universe has offered up. Let all the nonsense go and smile. The truth is other then health and treating people well, it is all nonsense. Getting caught up in our delusions is like grasping at smoke. It is always now


“Character is destiny” Heraclitus