oh I understand....Thanks V.... wow that is actually a tough thing to wrap my head around now that I think about it. I actually always have expectations, most of the time they side on the negative and I had been thinking that was 'no expectations' but it is clearly not.
That short post above was actually very eye opening for me. Thank you very much. This is something that I need to work on which means I am still too attached... interesting. Just let it flow, observing. I can get there.