So, now my S is asleep and we're off to my H's family tomorrow. His family that still has not been told, as he didn't want to wreck their Christmas. My stomach hurts just thinking about it.

I'll be in the front seat next to him with nothing to say. So, I'll read my book, or play on my phone, or something like that. Nerve wracking. Possibly might be my last trip down there with him.


M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out