Can this day be finished? H came to drop presents and spend some time with kids. He even got me a handcream. All the presents have been wrapped by OW and label by OW!
He told the kids what he got for Xmas and one of the item was the one I thought buying him this Xmas. I'm really down. Why can't he see that I'm not that bad, why can't he put his pride aside and come back? Why isn't he telling me that he is happy with her? How come isn't he filing? How come isn't he introducing her to them? How come he could hurt me like that? He saw what that did to his mum! How come he hasn't apologise for the hurt? How come as he is living with her, he isn't doing things properly?
How come I am suffering and he is happy? How can you unlove someone with whom you were for 11? How come he isn't behaving the same way as the mother of his first child? No talking, no entry to the house, taking her back to our place.
How come he is happy and I'm not? How come he has moved on with his life? Why I am still stuck and hurt like the first day I found out about OW?
Sorry for the rant but I'd like to know that men do regret cheating on their wives, do regret the hurt they have caused and give their couple a second chance!
I must have been a bad person in my previous life to be tested like that and treated this way! I guess it's Karma for me :-(
