I think I am starting to understand and I am hoping that 2016 will be a year where I can grow into a better man.
I have to focus on me and becoming a better person more loving spend more time with my children be the best dad Posable.
My W has told me that she will not be changing her mind and as much as I know that this is mainly a script I also know how deeply unhappy she feels right now so for now I have to accept that things are as they are I do not want to be apart from my children or my W but I really do have no control over what happens and when it happens.
I thought I had control over things during the course of my marriage and as max says she gave me her love whilst we w married and I did not aprichated it ....failed to show her...what she meant to me.
I have to let her go live her life the way that she wants to ...she wants to spread her wings and grow and I have two options that I can see ...I can love her and support her and show her that she can still do these thing and I will still support her to do all the things she wants to do or I can give up divorce move to separate houses gal date make new friends and build a new life for me away from W and see my family less
I am not ready to give up on my current life
Yes I will start to get a life and put the focus on me
Speak soon
Ghost
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.
