Hi Rouky, Hope the rest of your Christmas will get better.
Mine is quite over. Realised that the X didn't spend time with kid at all though he had her overnight for Christmas eve and Christmas morning and afternoon. She was with his family all this time and by now, I really don't want to guess how he spent his eve and day.
So I do empathise with you.
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.