Well today the title of my post doesn't seem right. Got well excited this morning, we were all happy until I rang my family and my mum started to talk about my situation. Grrrrr! Then called H so he could speak to kids, and I could here OW in the background! It really hurts as he should be with us today. Then got sad as I'm on my own abroad with no near family and it would have nice if in-laws would have asked me if I wanted to spend Christmas Day with them as they know my family isn't there. It breaks my heart. I was part of this family for 11 years and I'm treated like I'm the one who has done wrong! It really hurts!
