Just left Christmas eve with my wife's family. Went well. It was really hard. She is not showing any interest, but I feel she is having doubts about a D. She is starting to open up to family members. I am not asking for info, but a few are blurting out stuff. Nothing great but a little glimmer of hope.
After this there is no reason for us to cross paths again for any time in the near future. It will only be if she initiates. When I left I had a meltdown in my truck while in traffic, but at least I can hold it back while around her and her family.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays all my people!
Me:34 W:33 R: 15 years M: 7 years W moved out: 11/21/15 BD: 11/20/15 - ILYBINILWY, PA once LRT: 12/14/15
