I am sad that my H is at my inlaws instead of being with his boys for Christmas...but that is his choice and maybe one day he can reflect on it. I am NC with him. He wants to talk to the boys . He sends me a text and I have them call him back. I am taking them to my sisters tonight and will be making cookies and snowman pizzas. I am so proud of my boys..They are doing so well. We play bingo and uno daily Yesterday my S7 had his flu shot and did not cry...1st time..we celebrated with ice cream...grateful for these little moments I am buying a treadmill and plan to take my stress out on it lol...looking fwd to getting healthy