Hi PP! Just checking in on you. I'm having a rough time at the moment, too. Just sad about all that is changing, really.
I'm still afraid of what the future will bring. I haven't gotten to the point that I can see a plan and a way forward. I'm learning to trust, though, that when it's time, the way forward will be revealed. It's hard remaining connected with my spiritual side and trusting - but this has always been the weakest area in my life, and so I'm forcing myself to learn.
I'll have a house full at Christmas, but will probably be on and off all day so that I don't screw up and do something I'll regret. Just know that I'll be thinking of you, along with others, I'm sure.
You're a great friend and an inspiration to many of us. Your willingness to share your knowledge is a gift that cannot truly be repaid. Thank you. I've learned a lot just reading along your thread.