I had another job interview yesterday, it went very well and reminded me of how valuable I am in my line of work. Big confidence boost there. The money would be great but I would have to put in some hours for a while. I have had the house to myself for the last two days and it has actually been pretty cool. I have never lived alone and really can't think of a time when I had any span of time to myself at the house. I could see me as a bachelor, not that it is what I want.
Starting to teach S how to drive the mower and how to keep it straight while cutting the grass. He loved it! We had a very clear night a couple days ago and got out the telescope to check out the moon. My D loved that she even drew a picture of it the next day.
My mom is still spitting venom about W. After she saw her at the bar with OM she has been rather hostile toward my sitch. I guess I can't blame her, I think if I had seen them there that night I would be doin time right now myself. Sometimes I feel like I'm DB'ing W and mom. Me and the kids will be spending Xmas eve at my moms without W and Xmas day at our house without my mom. Sad.
Shout out to Maximus: that was a badass post on AtPeace thread! You really have a great outlook on this stuff. I sometimes try to identify myself as Spock, half Vulcan half human. The hard part is knowing when to be one or the other.
Take it easy and Merry Christmas!!
M: 39 W:38 D: 11 S: 7 T: 18 M:13 I suspect problem: 8/15 ILYB: 9/15 Never quit on love I ask her to leave:10/15
