Adventures of PP, Woofie, and the WAW (10)

[PigPen]

Thanks everyone. Just got a VM from my WAW. I assumed it was to talk about the D, but she led off by saying she wanted to check on Woofie and then said she wanted to see how I was doing as I'd been on her mind lately.

It's stars still, and I'm not really sure what to do. I told myself I wouldn't reach out to her over the holiday as last year at this time she knew she was leaving and didn't say anything. I truthfully still hold resentment around that that needs to be let go of.

At this point with her I don't feel like playing the PMA game for a few reasons:

- it's not authentic
- she'd see right through it

While I don't think I need to dive in how upsetting it is for me to not be celebrating Xmas and our anniversary with her, I'm just going to be real and tell her that I'm experiencing this incredible mix of sadness over my business ending and the holidays coupled with an overwhelming excitement and gratitude for my next chapter.

Just this morning I had a man contact me who knew me when I was 20 and found one of the write ups on my new site. He told me he knew all along that what I was writing about was where he always thought I'd end up. Crazy.

Life post BD is so damn fascinating.

PP