Thanks all. I still have too much hope. I don't know how to let that go yet. And, obviously, I want us back. But I can see that it is a long road to there, if it ever happens.
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On the dating idea... I think I am ready. I certainly could use some new friends and some fun. You are right on the vulnerability issue. I have truly been "alone" since Memorial Day. So, whenever I decide to, I will have to be careful.

Thanks for checking on me everyone! You guys rock


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Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....