Okay. So, I just spoke with a friend in A.A. about my just discovered urge to drink. Its so weird. He asked me what my trigger was. I said I don't know. He said it sounds like you had a good meeting with your wife, whats the deal? He says, it sounds like you have an urge to self-destruct, self-sabotage.
The funny thing is, I have another friend that helped me move out of my house and into my apartment who's known me since college, and he says very similar things.
I didn't even recognize it. I don't recognize it. What the hell does this mean?
Anyway...
Me:41 - LBH in apt W:39 - WW in home Kids:D(15), D(11), S(9) - custody % 58/42 M: 15 yrs - DoS: 10-11-15 (PA confirmed 2-12-16; WW dumped by AP 11-6-15; WW dated 7-8 men in Jan '16 via Match.com)
