Dearest PP, wonderful mut, beautiful Gmum and my new friend Fo. 2,

Thanks for stopping by!

Eval went OK. My boss is a lot like me in some ways. So she knows exactly what I need to hear. This is going to sound vain, but when it comes to my job, I want to be elite. I do not want to be good with computers, I want to be a master at them. I cant help it. My boss is sort of like that. She is elite at databases. So she knew just what to say that wasn't puffy praise that I don't need to hear, or criticism that does not apply to me. So she structured perfect goals for me in the eval for the coming year. I was actually excited to get to work today and get started.

No news on new guy. I have not even texted him at all yesterday. Just keeping a safe distance.

OMG... I have been watching a show on HBO every night that has me cracking up. I love funny shows because they help me remember how to be happy. This show has me cracking up during the day too when I recall scenes. It is a completely inappropriate show for children, so I have to sneak episodes laugh

Our dryer broke so my mom ordered a new one, but I cant do laundry until tomorrow. So I am saving all of my good outfits just in case there is a problem. I want to look good when I see people. So yesterday I put on my fat jeans. Big mistake. I also lost my favorite eyeliner. For you men out there, that would be like losing your favorite socket set or wrench...
So, of course, my secret crush Brian stopped by the house. I will tell you why I am head over heels for Brian. He just makes me laugh and laugh. He came with his girlfriend, whom I also love to death. I tried to hold my 11 lb dog to hide the fact I was wearing fat jeans LOL. I tried to talk him into a dance I am going to on Sunday. Chris will be there and I want Brian's opinion on Chris and I want to see Chris's reaction to how Brian and I interact. There is harmless flirting and Chris can help me see if it is too much. Although, Brian acts the exact same way with every other woman in our group and they seem ok like I am.


Me: 42
H: 45
M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs
D: 17
D: 15
S: 12
I kicked him out 8/21/15
I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!