I know I'm lucky to have my kids and I love my cuddles with them but it's not the same to share a cuddle with your other half. I know that I can only make myself happy but at times I'm finding it hard to keep going when I see him every other day. I can't get pass the fact he had an affair for 2 years, that I had to kick him out of our house, that he told me that after two failed relationships ( his ex and me) he had enough of women and wants to enjoy his life as a single person. Now he lives with her! How he could do such a thing!
