[BrightFuture]

Thank you Lou, bttrfly and FY for your support.

I’m slightly worried too… I know that H will be chatty/happy guy. This is just the way he normally is in a company that he attends willingly… Different story when is forced to attend a party, then he can be a bit grumpy. Not that this happened too often.

FY, you are always my best cheerleader. I think that regardless of the outcome, this trip will be good for me. Yes, I might feel pain again. But, I think that it will not be as bad as 3 years ago. And yes, I feel that I’m strong and can handle whatever this comes to. I’m still holding onto the rope, but I feel that I am ready to let it go any moment now. I want to see if there is anything left to hold on to. If not, this trip might be a catalyst for me to make a final decision.

I’m sure I will definitely learn a thing or two about H, LOL.

My friends confirmed that I can rent a small casita for a very reasonable price. I also contacted a lady who I met through my mutual friends last time I was there. She told me about the food her grandmother used to have when she was growing up. Her grandmother was from the same country I’m from. So, I’m bringing some of that food with me and we are setting a lunch time with her. She is excited! So am I!

Some update. H texted me about the money transfer on the 15th of the month, as always. He sent a couple more texts today asking about company business. I don’t even make a big deal of how often or not often he contacts me anymore. It is just business as usual.

I’m working from home today. This is why I had some time for an update. I’s been crazy busy for the last few days. A couple of people from the vacation home place, including my mutual friends, asked me to bring things for them. So, I’ve been doing some shopping…

I hope everyone has a great holiday weekend! And Merry Christmas to those who celebrate!